I hate being here... I hate being home...

30th March 2010

There is only one thing i can say...


I just cannot wait to get out from my house.. I don't like being restricted so much..

I'm 22 for crying out loud!!! I mean seriously... I know what i am doing... I know what is right from wrong and good from bad..

All i want is to just leave... Or at least.. Gimme more freedom... Don't gimme this bullshit nonsense of me being a bad example...

Stop always using me... I hate it... What do i get? Does anyone in the family follow?!

NO!! So why still use me? Argh!!!

Fuck it lah

One day before Bali

Hi guys..

I know i have not been updating my blog in a while. Was busy other stuffs =)

Aites guys.. for those who are interested to try forex, Please do leave me an offline message yea.

Here are some links that u guys can take a look before trying it out yea..

The link to register is : www.hyregister.info
The link where the tips are sited is: http://forexsignals101.freeforums.org/member/meowis/

Lastly.. if u have any other queries.. please msn me yea =)


Am going to be on vacation for a week, so will keep u guys updated =)

Toopid CE points!!!!

I am so upset right now.

My CE points have not been updated fully yet and i have got no clue as to how many points i still need in order to fulfill the required total amount just to graduate!! 

Argh!! Screw it man.. All the lame shit CE talks are all neither helpful and a total waste of time and now, i don't even know if i can graduate because of that. Sigh.. I am soo sad..

I don't wanna pay school fees just to graduate from here. Sigh.. What am i going to do, i mean like seriously??

Spend over 1K just to complete another few points for RP?? Like what the hell Lah!!! Sigh!!!! What am i going to do sia... I'm like soo stressed and upset about it...

=(

5 signs that you're heading towards a breakup =0

Aites guys, 

i came across this site on yahoo and i find it rather interesting and useful. 

I know everyone in a lovely relationship will definitely want to maintain their relationship as much as they can with that special someone.

I, too, am like that. 

However guys, these are some of the signs to keep a look out for which is perhaps an indication that the status u have is going down the drain. & it is also a vital sign that u have to do something or regret letting the one u love most walk out of your life. 

Here is sign #1 You stop relationship-building behaviors

-This is the point where u guys stop kissing each other goodbye or stop texting each other during the day. Instead of adding things to the relationship, you start to resent each other like two five-year-olds who stop sharing their crayons. This is a breakup point.

Sign #2 You don't understand each other anymore

- The fighting escalates to a place where you no longer feel like you're understood by your partner. Physical intimacy stops and communication stops. & u are at a point where u are trying to understand your other half, but it  all seems just so impossible and frustrating. Now this is another break up point.

Sign #3 You start punishing each other (Not physically thou)

-  Resentment builds and you get in your head too much. You are no longer about feelings, and you start punishing each other. 

Sign #4 You fight less

- You actually fight less with your other half when heading towards the break up point. This is because u are in a way detaching yourself, physically and emotionally from your other half. & this is a sure sign that you are going to hit break up point. 

And last but not least, sign #5 You've taken the time to think it through

-  When you think you might have hit that breakup point, you must tell the person that you're disconnecting from them. You need to be honest and raw even thou u know it will hurt both u and your partner. If you don't think the relationship is going to work, or you know you've already disconnected based on how things have been going, then you might want to consider walking away for a week. When you're in the thick of things, they never seem to be able to work out.

Aites guys, i hope this article comes in handy to all readers and thus if your significant other is the one, then u know the steps to take to make sure u don't let him/her walk out of your life.

Cheers guys and all the best with u loved ones. =)

http://dating.personals.yahoo.com/singles/relationships/24427/dating-tips-5-signs-youre-headed-toward-a-breakup/

Exams time!!!

Hi guys!!!!


I know the UTs are in the following week so I just wanna give my thumbs up to everyone wishing them all the best for it!!!


Jia you yea!! Because it is the final exams before we finally graduate. 


As much as i am so happy to graduate, a part of me feels a bit sad. 


As i reminiscence those days where i once dragged my feet to school each day. But it was u who made school a place i wanted to be always. Sigh.. 


Gone were those days..


To those who still haven't finished yet. No sweat, time really passes so fast, the only advice i can give is to treasure each moment because it only come once.

Aites as for now, here's a little something that i will like to share with everyone. (Ladies especially)

I believe u guys have seen hair commercials right. And u envy how those ladies' hair are just so long vibrant and shiny.. & perhaps a part of u must also be thinking that "No way that's fake hair!!"

Well here's a secret, it is possible TO get that kinda hair! Yes It is POSSIBLE!

Here's how u can do it.

- Shine Cocktail

The night before you need extra shine, mix a silicone-based shine serum with deep conditioner, apply to your hair (fine-haired chicks will want to skip their roots) and leave it on for 15 minutes (or all night if you don't have a deep love for your pillow cases). Rinse it out thoroughly

- Skip the Heat

whenever possible avoid the blow dryer and flat irons. You'll minimize the damage and split ends, so your hair will be stronger and lay smoother (smoother hair reflects more light and looksa shinier). 

Aites guys, i hope my 2 cents worth is able to help u guys achieve a more natural and shiny, healthy looking hair.

Cheers =)

Fucked up!

Its a Monday night and I really do not like the feeling that i have that is lingering at the pit of my tummy.

It is already bad enough that i have a bad tummy ache already!

To top it, i really do not feel good about my presentation which is this coming Wednesday. My slides are not done and i have absolutely no idea what i should and should not add on my part.

I feel really so crappy and i just hate it. I really hope i can do well for this final presentation. I really want to end this fast and not worry about it anymore.

& I really cannot understand why I am missing u like crazy.. I mean like missing u soo much...

I freaking miss the days that u were here with me in school. Going on lunch breaks with me and Karz. I miss waiting for u after school and going for some lame shit talks. Even though i only spend a mere few hours being close to u, I know i always felt good being in your presence. & I remember looking forward to waiting for u at the MRT station, just so i can go school with u despite knowing the fact i will be freaking late and might even end up skipping lesson because it's just to darn late to be there.

I miss the times where i laughed and joke with u at something really that happened in school or in class. & i miss the msn chats that we used to have. Like asking each other if we are done with class or not...

Gone were the days where u were with me by my side and now... it is coming to the end of school and i miss u like fuck!

Call me insane or stupid i don't freaking care... I missed u soo much... But somehow u just go unaware!!!

I know you are all in on your business and u wanna make it big!! But i feel somehow neglected and not loved at all!! Even a simple response of "i miss u" or "i love u" i hardly hear these days... WHy??

U are so caught up in ur stupid work and u think/feel that i am the one who do not love u...

Sigh... I hope u will realize all this before it is too late...

Weeee=)

I am pretty excited.. I have almost hit my target figure for my work and so excited with my upcoming pay. =)

I have a feeling that i am going to be doing a lot of shopping and going out! But nevertheless i shall still continue to do my best at my work and earn more than what i am going to be getting.

That also means now that i can pay my school fees and HP bill!!! =)

Anyways... Dear readers... If u guys are keen to earn more money on a flexible basis.. please do let me know

I am more than happy to be of assistance.

For further information, u can always add me at 

purple_rebel@live.com

Cheers =)

Lousy eh

The best thing i heard from u that made my day.. Lousy.. Yes i'm lousy..

Top 3 things i am lousy at
1) Cooking
2) My work
3) My studies

Thank u for making my day..

10 things u should never say to your BF

I have to say after like 5 consecutive weeks, i have finally attended today's lesson of biomedical imaging..

-.-" I know.. Tell me about it, and i thought i was never gonna make it to lesson at all!!

Thanks Karz for making sure i got to class today.. Even thou we were like really late =)

Anyways, i came across this article on yahoo.com and i find it really good and rather true..

It's called

 " 10 Things U should never say to your Boyfriend" (PERIOD)

1) "My ex did the exact same thing!"

-Whether it's a desirable resemblance or a less desirable one, trust me, your boyfriend never wants to hear that he's anything like your ex. Like Ever!!

- You don’t want him to feel like you're always comparing the two of them, do you? Think about it: Do you really want him to imagine that he does other things just like your ex? Doubtful. Plus, he might think you're still hung up on your former flame.

2) Don't burden him with someone else’s secret!! 

3) "When we're married/have kids..."

-  Wait until you're sure you're on the same page regarding marriage, kids, and the future of your relationship before you start prophesizing. A gut feeling probably isn’t good enough.

4) "Do You Think She's Pretty?"

- When you ask a question like this, your boyfriend knows he can’t win.

If he says “yes,” you’ll probably get jealous and upset. You might even follow up with “Is she prettier than me?” Talk about a loaded question!

Of course, if he says “no” (and she clearly is pretty), you’ll accuse him of being a liar. You’ll wonder what else he’s lying about, even as you assure him you don’t mind if he says “yes.” Pfff…as if you’re that insecure!

5) "I'm fine" or "Never mind"

- Passive-aggressive behavior doesn't help anyone. First, you miss an opportunity to actually address what’s bothering you. You also bottle up your frustrations and create new problems. By the time you actually try to tackle what’s really bothering you, you’re both too upset about too many things to have a constructive discussion.

6) "I just let one go"

- you might want to wait till you're married to be disgusting

7) “I’ll try anything once!”

- Because unless you really, really, really mean it, don’t get his hopes up.

8) “Are you sure you're okay?"

- Sometimes we’re thrown off guard when our guy is uncharacteristically quiet. We’ll prod and probe, hoping to get to the bottom of their issue.

- Ask him what’s bothering him over and over again and the only honest answer will be “You.”

9) “I hate my thighs” 

- If he didn’t find you attractive, he wouldn’t be with you in the first place. Period, end of story.

- Putting yourself down in front of him makes you look insecure, and just in case you didn’t know, men really hate that

And finally

10) "I hate your mom"

- If you love your man, you’ll trust his judgment.

- And whatever you do, don’t ever make him pick a side. If it’s between you and his mom, you’ll lose every time.

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/10-things-you-should-never-say-to-your-boyfriend-562952/

Found the article useful babes?? I know i did.. I hope that's good enough to help u along with your relationships yeah =)

 

Lalallala

It's the 17th day into January, and it is also the second day of the second half session of looking after Jaziem.

In case some of u do not know, Jaziem is my youngest baby brother in my family. 2years old.. So i believe u can imagine how it is like taking care of a kid that age!! Drives me insanely nuts!

I do not fancy the idea doing house work let alone looking after my other siblings! Just pisses me off even more.

Makes me wish i was still working in Gold Class and thus that will be my runaway joint to keep me from staying home and doing the things i so do not want to do. 

Am like freaking bored right now. & i'm detesting the fact that it's a Sunday and there is class tomorrow.

I just want to get school over and done with. I have lost the mood entirely to study.

The only thing that is keeping me going right now is the fact that my mom is the one who aided me with the school fees and if anything, i owe it to her for the position that i am now in.

Sigh... I should probably stop whining and be thankful for even having an education when some people cannot even afford one. So yea.. Gonna shut my trap now..

As for now, am just looking forward to the 30th of January!! Gonna Party!!! 

Wanna join me?? =)

My two cents worth

I just want to say

my two cents worth...

That i love u, my baby

and sometimes it hurts...

I wanna be ur light

in ur darkest moments...

I wanna make u smile

momentarily forgetting ur worries...

I wanna be there by ur side

whenever u need me...

I wanna talk about sweet times

but not forgetting the ugly...

I always wanna hold ur hand

& comfort u in my arms...

I wanna watch u fall asleep

& be there when u wake up...

That's how much i love u baby

that's how much i care...

I can go on loving u

for as long as i'm still there...

I just want to say

my two cents worth...

That i love u, my baby

And that i always will...

Cheers

Nazzy

TGIF

15th January 2010

I can officially say!!!

Thank God It's Friday!!!!!

WOOOOOO.... 

No UTs... Lesson cannot get dragged on cause other schools still having UTs...

& I am almost done with my FYP!!! Weee!!!

I'm counting down the weeks till i finally graduate!! 

3 more weeks and Bye!!! Hahah

Come dance with me and enjoy !!! =)

Hmmm

11th January 2010 Monday

I absolutely hate it when it takes more than 1hour of loading just to watch a 30mins program online!!!

I mean seriously... why does it take so fucking long?

 Argh!!! Now i cannot even watch Desperate Housewives..!!

Sigh.. 

Do u guys encounter such problems like me too??

Gah!!!

Friday 8th January 2010

Today is definitely not a "Thank God It's Friday"

How can it be when there is UT at the end of class!!! 

How can it be when the UT is based on a topic i barely even understand!!!

How can it be when I am soo not into school anymore!! Especially the course that i am currently perusing!!

I don't even have mood to wake up early and come to school anymore!! 

Omg.. It's insane!!!!

Fuck UTs.... Seriously 

Boring!!!

Thursday 7th January 2010


I am just so lazy!! It is my second lesson for the day and i am at home blogging this instead...

Sigh... I just feel so lazy to get up and go to class in this awesome weather..

The rain pouring down and the wind just blowing away.. Just my kinda day to stay in and sleep.. & that is exactly what i did.. Hehehe

Ut tomorrow isn't helping much.. I just cannot wait to get RP over and done with.. It's sucking away my freedom!!!

Argh!

*Sigh*

3rd January 2010

Sunday

I really do not know why but I have been feeling very down lately... 

I can't imagine having to go to school again.. Sitting for exams...

Coming home to a noisy place.. & no peace.. 

Maybe the only time i will have peace if when i am fast asleep...

& on top of school work and FyP.. I still have my house chores to do... 

& I still have to work!!! 

Sigh... I just feel down.. 

S.o.S