19th FeB 09
Thursday...
First of all.. I know it has been awhile since i last updated. I guess every time i wanted to blog my mind just goes blank.
Aites, I'm still enjoying my holidays. Spending most of my time working at Gold Class.
Strangely, work ain't as fun as how it used to be. I remember at one point of time how i would always look forward to work. Enjoy ironing my uniform at the staff room and getting ready. I also remember those days when i will be doing my hair and name tag and u would be standing behind me putting ur name tag on as well. I remember those times we had our tiffs and we will not talk with each other but yet in the eyes of our fellow workers, we appear as thou we are carrying out our responsibilities and not letting other stuff in the way.
& sadly, i have to say, that it will never happen anymore. Well as long as i am still in G.C..
Karz, a friend of yours is now working and I'm happy at least i got someone to hang out with. Not that i am saying he is taking over u in any way. I think u understand what i mean.
I must say that u me and him always have fun whenever the 3 of us hang out. I just wish that we can do the same at work also. SIgh... If u tink i have gotten over u not being there than think again.
Anywayz.. I m happy that my catz have finally got a job. I hope that u won't think so much about money rite now but work as much as u can.
I remember last year around this timing, I was working in TeleCentre with Faz and Rinah. How Sharinah and i would tour the area before going to work. Hanging out at the library finding books to read and readin them while working. I remember those times where the 3 of us will seat in a row and gossip like there is no tomorrow and we will do that everyday even thou we work like 5 days a week? & we never run out of stuff to talk about.
I remember i was always thinkin about u and missin u even thou u wer jus my fren. How i would look forward to chattin wid u online almost everyday before leaving for work.
I will cheer ur day up so u won't feel so bored and think of the past. I miss those times when i think of u soo much i end up talking about it to faz and rinah askin em of what i should n cud do. N i even had an office crush and yet somehow that seemed to fade in the background after awhile of working there and all that remained in my head was u. I did move on thou but a part of me still wished for summin. ( It was just a tiny weeny part which neva got big so yea... Hahah!! )
That all changed sometime in late march mid april.. & now i can gladly say... You're Mine...
Muahahhahha... Im not insane no worries..
I should stop here now...
