~~**-Me Agn-**~~

Hi! It is me again. I don really know what I am feeling right now but I know I am definitely having mixed emotions. There is a mixture of lots of sadness, a little bit of happiness. A lot of numbness and emptiness. There is nothing that can be done to cheer me up. I don think I can talk about it without crying so yeah. I don want to cry. I have cried enough already.

Today, we went to Seoul Garden. I met Aamir on the way before going there. Do you know, I had this heavy feeling again knowing that I was going back to Woodlands? It was like I want to run away. I did not mind going anywhere else except that place. But I had to. I distracted myself by talking to him. That was partially the reason why I decided to meet him before going there. We had fun eating various kinds chicken and beef and other stuff. I had fun experimenting with the various tastes of drinks which I mixed into my cup. It was nice. Just hope I do not end up with a tummy ache later in the morning. We took pictures. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, Aamir was finally wearing a shirt that fitted him nicely. He really looked nice for once. At least he did not look like my uncle. Lol. Ok, he will kill me if he finds out about this. Oh well, it is alright with me.

U know, I ate till I was like on the verge of bursting. And I had to go for a long walk to try and digest the food. I went with Sharon, Ani, Beverly and Aamir from the 6th floor to the basement toilet and then back up to the 6th floor where Seoul Garden is. Qilah and Ani have been admiring this one Malay guy. Ok I do admit that he is kind of cute but that is it. I know the person I like is way better than that. No offence thou.

Anyways, we finally managed to eat to our heart’s content. The guys really ate to their heart’s content alright. Lol. Anyways, we played with the food there. I know we’re not supposed to do that but it was funny. After all that eating, we went to the arcade to play games. Actually, I did not intent to play any games but seeing everyone so enthusiastic about the games I decided to join in. I even played a racing game on the motorcycle with Aamir. Can u believe that? Me racing on a motorcycle? Lol..

We spent quite an amount of money on this one game, I don really know the name of it but you have to be really focused and get the boxes arranged in such a way that it must all be align. It was not easy I tell u. Few tried their luck but to no avail sadly. I must say I had fun watching them in constant concentration trying to get it right. Lol. There was like this rush of adrenaline in the air. So intense but over a game. lol.

Last but not least, we paid Wei Fang a visit since she was working and then we slowly made our way back out. It was then it drawn upon me that that would be the last time I would be seeing most of my friends. As for Aamir, I know I would definitely not lose contact with him. He still owes me my episodes of X-files, unless he wouldn’t mind me watching Grey’s Anatomy that is. Lol.. it is very tempting. Hehe.

Anyways, I went home praying that I would get home faster because I know my mom would have my head for coming home late. But u know what? I’m still alive because I am here typing this out. Lol.. to all those people that was not able to make it, I just want to say that I would miss you guys all very much and I want to thank you guys for making the 1st half of my year one a memorable one that I will not forget.

As for FeeLa, Hema & Aamir, I have no intention of losing u guys so I hope that inshallah we will make the time for each other. We must do so. & I know that we will meet again in the future. I love you guys loads and I am sure u guys know that. please take care and don forget me. The laughing hyena of the class. The one & only NaZzY NaZ NaZ. Aite, I shall end here for now. It is really getting late. Take carex peeps.

LoVe
NaZ

Date: 26th August 2007
Day: Saturday
Time: 0130hrs