~~**-BacK Agn-**~~

Hey I am back again. ‘Laughs’ today, as in yesterday, was the last day of school. It was enterprise lesson and it was on a Thursday. I met FeeLa and Hema at the interchange before going to class. As usual, we were late. ‘Laughs out loud’

We went into class to find that the lesson was not that interesting. I don know y but I had no feeling to put my heart and soul into the lessons this whole week. I think it was due to the fact that it was our last week and all that was on y mind was to make the best of it with my dear good friends as much as possible. Thank god Hema was able to come for the last day. & FeeLa and I were really not looking forward to going debate because all we wanted to do was hang out with each other one last time. U know? I feel sad already just by writing this.

Anyways, as I was saying, we did not want to go for debate. And thank our lucky stars that debate training was cancelled. Ha-ha. During the 1st break, the 4 of us bought our usual Tom Yum cup noodles and sat at one of the usual corners and having that for our breakfast. Shah came to join us in our chat for awhile too. It was fun. We were also supposed to attend Jean’s birthday but we could not due to some reasons. We then headed down to W3 to have our usual Nasi Lemak. This time round Shah joined us.

U want to know another surprise? FeeLa surprised us by revealing the truth about her being able to actually speak Tamil. Can u believe that? all this time she has been lying and saying that she does not know it but she does. I was surprised but I think Hema was more in shock than I am. I mean think of it, which idiot who cannot speak that language, scores an A1 for the subject man who? Upon hearing that, in the state of surprise, I accidentally spilled the nuts on my plate onto the table. Ha-ha. I had a small food fight with FeeLa after that. I really had my share of fun. After lunch, we went to buy bubble tea from W1. We then made our way back to class to continue with our last presentation for the day. I had fun working with my good friends one last time. Presentation was fast.

Before we know it, the end of the lesson has finally arrived. There was this really heavy feeling in the pit of my tummy. I really wanted to dance and party but I did not have the heart to. Oh yeah, I even brought the Royce chocolates to share with the Fantastic 4. That was to savor our togetherness one last time. Those chocolates are really delicious.

In class, Wei Fang sang for us again because Hema wanted to hear her sing. Sharon sang a beautiful melody, my favorite song because I requested it. So sweet of her. Thanks Sharon. That song she sang really made me cry. There are a few reasons and secrets behind that song I do admit, but there is no need to reveal that here. Some will know.

After everything, we went to the café Galilee in the library to buy cheesecake, but there were none. So we decided to buy Ben and Jerry’s ice cream so enjoy the moments. It was definitely the time I have ever had. We had only one game of pool because they were keeping everything due to the holidays. We took pictures at the pool table also.

Hema and FeeLa left school 1st as Hema had to go home early. But before that, we all had a big group hug and I almost cries there and then. Sigh. Anyways, Aamir and I stayed back in school to watch his most favorite episode of the X-files. It was really one of the sweetest episodes of the X-Files I have ever watched. It is no wonder y he likes it a lot. I will not forget that episode yeah. I really loved the part where Mulder asked Scully to dance with him to a beautiful song. I can’t remember the song thou. So yeah.

Last but not least, we both finally left school. I felt sad to be leaving the school compounds. The place was like my second home. I mean W16B was my second home and the 6th floor toilet was my 3rd. Lol. I know. Crazy me. The good friends that I have made. I know that u might think that the way I am typing all these is as thou my world is going to end or something. But this is just the way I am. I am sensitive and emotional. I can be very easily touched. And I treasure friends a lot. So yeah. Think whatever u want.

I feel very sad just typing all these memories down. I feel like crying again. I know that life has to move on. But just let me live in this world for a while longer. I will definitely move on, it just takes time. For me, it will take more time. I know myself. I can adapt well to changes. Most important, my heart, soul and mind must be ready. & it is definitely not ready now.

Anyways, I have written more than enough for this episode. I am going to stop here. I hope to see my good friends soon. I miss them already. ‘Laughs’

LoVe
NaZ

Date: 26th August 2007
Day: Saturday
Time: 0017hrs