Fucked up!

Its a Monday night and I really do not like the feeling that i have that is lingering at the pit of my tummy.

It is already bad enough that i have a bad tummy ache already!

To top it, i really do not feel good about my presentation which is this coming Wednesday. My slides are not done and i have absolutely no idea what i should and should not add on my part.

I feel really so crappy and i just hate it. I really hope i can do well for this final presentation. I really want to end this fast and not worry about it anymore.

& I really cannot understand why I am missing u like crazy.. I mean like missing u soo much...

I freaking miss the days that u were here with me in school. Going on lunch breaks with me and Karz. I miss waiting for u after school and going for some lame shit talks. Even though i only spend a mere few hours being close to u, I know i always felt good being in your presence. & I remember looking forward to waiting for u at the MRT station, just so i can go school with u despite knowing the fact i will be freaking late and might even end up skipping lesson because it's just to darn late to be there.

I miss the times where i laughed and joke with u at something really that happened in school or in class. & i miss the msn chats that we used to have. Like asking each other if we are done with class or not...

Gone were the days where u were with me by my side and now... it is coming to the end of school and i miss u like fuck!

Call me insane or stupid i don't freaking care... I missed u soo much... But somehow u just go unaware!!!

I know you are all in on your business and u wanna make it big!! But i feel somehow neglected and not loved at all!! Even a simple response of "i miss u" or "i love u" i hardly hear these days... WHy??

U are so caught up in ur stupid work and u think/feel that i am the one who do not love u...

Sigh... I hope u will realize all this before it is too late...

Weeee=)

I am pretty excited.. I have almost hit my target figure for my work and so excited with my upcoming pay. =)

I have a feeling that i am going to be doing a lot of shopping and going out! But nevertheless i shall still continue to do my best at my work and earn more than what i am going to be getting.

That also means now that i can pay my school fees and HP bill!!! =)

Anyways... Dear readers... If u guys are keen to earn more money on a flexible basis.. please do let me know

I am more than happy to be of assistance.

For further information, u can always add me at 

purple_rebel@live.com

Cheers =)

Lousy eh

The best thing i heard from u that made my day.. Lousy.. Yes i'm lousy..

Top 3 things i am lousy at
1) Cooking
2) My work
3) My studies

Thank u for making my day..

10 things u should never say to your BF

I have to say after like 5 consecutive weeks, i have finally attended today's lesson of biomedical imaging..

-.-" I know.. Tell me about it, and i thought i was never gonna make it to lesson at all!!

Thanks Karz for making sure i got to class today.. Even thou we were like really late =)

Anyways, i came across this article on yahoo.com and i find it really good and rather true..

It's called

 " 10 Things U should never say to your Boyfriend" (PERIOD)

1) "My ex did the exact same thing!"

-Whether it's a desirable resemblance or a less desirable one, trust me, your boyfriend never wants to hear that he's anything like your ex. Like Ever!!

- You don’t want him to feel like you're always comparing the two of them, do you? Think about it: Do you really want him to imagine that he does other things just like your ex? Doubtful. Plus, he might think you're still hung up on your former flame.

2) Don't burden him with someone else’s secret!! 

3) "When we're married/have kids..."

-  Wait until you're sure you're on the same page regarding marriage, kids, and the future of your relationship before you start prophesizing. A gut feeling probably isn’t good enough.

4) "Do You Think She's Pretty?"

- When you ask a question like this, your boyfriend knows he can’t win.

If he says “yes,” you’ll probably get jealous and upset. You might even follow up with “Is she prettier than me?” Talk about a loaded question!

Of course, if he says “no” (and she clearly is pretty), you’ll accuse him of being a liar. You’ll wonder what else he’s lying about, even as you assure him you don’t mind if he says “yes.” Pfff…as if you’re that insecure!

5) "I'm fine" or "Never mind"

- Passive-aggressive behavior doesn't help anyone. First, you miss an opportunity to actually address what’s bothering you. You also bottle up your frustrations and create new problems. By the time you actually try to tackle what’s really bothering you, you’re both too upset about too many things to have a constructive discussion.

6) "I just let one go"

- you might want to wait till you're married to be disgusting

7) “I’ll try anything once!”

- Because unless you really, really, really mean it, don’t get his hopes up.

8) “Are you sure you're okay?"

- Sometimes we’re thrown off guard when our guy is uncharacteristically quiet. We’ll prod and probe, hoping to get to the bottom of their issue.

- Ask him what’s bothering him over and over again and the only honest answer will be “You.”

9) “I hate my thighs” 

- If he didn’t find you attractive, he wouldn’t be with you in the first place. Period, end of story.

- Putting yourself down in front of him makes you look insecure, and just in case you didn’t know, men really hate that

And finally

10) "I hate your mom"

- If you love your man, you’ll trust his judgment.

- And whatever you do, don’t ever make him pick a side. If it’s between you and his mom, you’ll lose every time.

http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/10-things-you-should-never-say-to-your-boyfriend-562952/

Found the article useful babes?? I know i did.. I hope that's good enough to help u along with your relationships yeah =)

 

Lalallala

It's the 17th day into January, and it is also the second day of the second half session of looking after Jaziem.

In case some of u do not know, Jaziem is my youngest baby brother in my family. 2years old.. So i believe u can imagine how it is like taking care of a kid that age!! Drives me insanely nuts!

I do not fancy the idea doing house work let alone looking after my other siblings! Just pisses me off even more.

Makes me wish i was still working in Gold Class and thus that will be my runaway joint to keep me from staying home and doing the things i so do not want to do. 

Am like freaking bored right now. & i'm detesting the fact that it's a Sunday and there is class tomorrow.

I just want to get school over and done with. I have lost the mood entirely to study.

The only thing that is keeping me going right now is the fact that my mom is the one who aided me with the school fees and if anything, i owe it to her for the position that i am now in.

Sigh... I should probably stop whining and be thankful for even having an education when some people cannot even afford one. So yea.. Gonna shut my trap now..

As for now, am just looking forward to the 30th of January!! Gonna Party!!! 

Wanna join me?? =)